When the sound had stopped, I putted down the phone on the table where I took it from. The plastic had a crack. I sighed.
I walked to the sofa and sat down. The tears started to flow again. And I just stare at the blank television screen.
I hope Iza haven't done anything.. Like suicide.
That would be the end of my happiness. Forever. And those thoughts only made me more sad.

I sat like that until midnight. I didn't want to go to that bed again. It was freaking ugly in there. But I was tired, I could not hold my eyes open anymore. So I closed my eyes and relaxed. All this crying made me really tired.
I fell into a endless sleep on the sofa.


The next morning.. I woke up of sounds from the kitchen.
I opened my eyes and sat up. Ran my fingers trough my curly hair and yawned.
I looked around in the room and towards the hall to the kitchen.
I stood up and made my way trough the hall and looked into the room. What I saw in front of my eyes really made me frown.
A girl with light red long hair. All back cloth. Iza?! She was home. Impossible.
I gasped.
She stood with her back against me. I guessed that she haven't noticed me yet.
" Uh. Iza?", I asked in low voice.
She quickly turned around and stare at me. Her face was a mess. I noticed that she had been crying a lot.
" What do you want? You cheater!", she said with anger in her voice.
" Iza please... I'm really sorry. Please believe me...", my mouth was all dried out, I had no water in my body left.
She turned her back against me again.
" Leave me alone. You can't believe how much you hurt me.", she murmur.
" Iza? Can we please talk about this? Without that one of us runs away!", I said and moved towards her.

She backed a bit and walked to a chair and sat down.
" Well?",she said even more angry then before.
I quickly sat down on a chair on the other side of the table.
" I really am sorry, I was drunk.. And I had no idea what I was doing. Ask one of the others if you don't believe me.", I said and thought: " Oh my god.. Please believe in me! I don't want to apologize all day long."
" Yesyes.. I have heard that.", she said and sighed.

Oh, crap. Why was she so heavy?
Maybe she didn't want me back. Maybe she wanted our relation to end here. Then why didn't she tell me that?
" Hey, I know I revolted you. But I am sorry, and that will never happened again. I promise. Will you ever forgive me?", I said with a stressed and sad voice.
" I don't know Georg.. I'm sorry.. I don't think I can do that. Not now anyway.", she said and looked down at the floor.

I sighed and my heart almost stopped. Did she mean that it was over? I could feel my eyes getting wet again.
So, it was the way she wanted it to be.. I could not force her to love me back. Now my tears flowed more than before. I buried my face in my hands and allowed myself to start crying even more.